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My Father 28

My Father 28

Chapter 28 

(Aria’s POV

The door won’t close

I sit on the edge of my bed, staring at the empty doorway, frustration curling in my chest. Matteo broke it down. He didn’t even hesitate. One second, I was shutting them out, and the next, he had torn through my last layer of defense like it was nothing

And now, my door is useless

Just like my attempts to keep them at a distance

I should be angry. I should be storming back downstairs, demanding they fix it. But instead, I feelunsettled

Because no one has ever cared enough to knock down a door for me before

And I don’t know how to handle that

The Weight of Their Kindness 

I pull my knees up to my chest, resting my chin against them. The room feels too big, too open

The warmth of their presence lingers in the air, in the way their hands had held me, in the way their lips had pressed against my foreheadgentle, yet claiming

They didn’t ask if I wanted comfort. They just gave it

I should have pushed them away. But I didn’t

Because despite how suffocating their possessiveness feels, a part of methe part I try so hard to ignorelikes it

Likes the way Enzo wiped that lone tear from my cheek

Likes the way Matteo’s teasing felt more like a distraction than an insult

Likes the way Dante, usually so unreadable, looked at me like I was something fragile but important

It terrifies me

Because if I let myself get used to thisto themwhat happens when they decide I’m not worth the effort anymore

Escaping in the Water 

I push off the bed and head to the bathroom, needing something to ground me

The hot water scalds my skin, but I welcome the sting. I let it wash over me, let it drown out the thoughts circling in my mind

I close my eyes, inhaling the scent of lavender shampoo, trying to clear my head

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But it’s impossible

Because even here, in the silence, I can still feel them. Their hands, their warmth, their presence lingering on my skin like a whisper

Dressed in Comfort, Wrapped in Memories 

By the time I step out, my body is warm, my muscles loosebut the tension in my chest hasn’t eased

I grab my favorite oversized sweatshirt from my bagthe one that still smells faintly of my father’s cologne

It’s old, worn, but it makes me feel safe

I slip it on, pairing it with black cotton shorts, and let out a slow breath

For a moment, I feel like myself again

But then my gaze drifts back to the door

A Door That Won’t Close 

I try to block it with a chair. It’s not enough. I shove my suitcase against it. Still not enough

No matter what I do, the space remains opena reminder that nothing in this house is truly mine

That no matter how much I try to keep them out, they’ll find a way in

And the worst part

I’m not sure I want to stop them

A Silent Offering 

Time passes. The house grows quiet, the echoes of dinner fading into the night

I should sleep. I need sleep

But then, just as I start to drift off, I hear it

Soft footsteps

My breath catches, my body tensing. I don’t move, don’t say anything. Just listen

The footsteps stop outside my doorway

Then, after a pausesomething rustles

I wait. One second. Two. Then, finally, the footsteps retreat, disappearing down the hall

Slowly, I sit up, my heart pounding as I glance toward the entrance

And that’s when I see it

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A folded blanket, neatly placed just inside my room. A bottle of water, untouched but waiting

A simple, wordless act of care

I swallow hard, my throat tightening

They don’t just want to own me

They want me to be okay

And that realization is more terrifying than anything else

Because I can’t decide what’s more dangeroustheir possessiveness, or how much I want to trust it

I stare at the folded blanket, the untouched bottle of water, and the way they were left just inside the room

They didn’t come in. They could have. Matteo had already broken the doorwhat was stopping them

Nothing

And yetthey gave me space

I hesitate for a long moment before reaching for the blanket. It’s thick, soft beneath my fingers, holding the lingering warmth of someone’s touch. I clutch it against my chest, breathing in a scent that’s unmistakably theirsa mix of musk, spice, and something frustratingly comforting

I shouldn’t accept this

I shouldn’t let them win

But my body is exhausted, my mind even more so

I crawl under the covers, pulling the blanket over me despite the warmth already in the room. It’s too much, too heavy- yet exactly what I need

I close my eyes, willing sleep to come

But my thoughts keep drifting

Thoughts Before Sleep 

What am I doing

I came here expecting indifference, cruelty even. But instead, they’ve given me something far more dangerous

Attention

Understanding

Comfort

I don’t know how to handle it./ 

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People don’t care for free. Not in my world

I want to believe it’s a game. That they’re just doing this to pull me deeper into whatever twisted thing this is

Butsomething about themabout the way they touched me tonightfelt too real

Not ownership

Not control

Something else

I exhale slowly, my grip tightening around the blanket. I can’t afford to believe in them

And yet… 

Somewhere in the quiet darkness, a small, fragile part of me wants to

Drifting Into Sleep 

The house is silent now. No voices. No footsteps. Just the faint creaks of the old walls settling

The tension in my body eases, my thoughts growing distant, hazy

The warmth of the blanket, the scent of them surrounding meit lulls me into something safe, something I can’t fight

For the first time in a long time, I don’t feel completely alone

And as sleep pulls me under, I swear I hear a voice in the back of my mind

Good girl.” 

A shiver runs down my spine

But this time, I don’t hate it

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