She’s Back
She’s Back
~Damon~
f**k.
f**k.
What the hell have I done?
Why did I lie to her?
I kept pacing the bathroom like a f*****g maniac, trying to get my breath back, trying to ground myself in something that wasn’t the memory of her cunt squeezing me like it was sculpted to break men apart.
The air in the room was thick with steam and the smell of sweat and s*x. My skin was still burning from the way her nails raked down my chest, from the way her mouth trembled when she asked me the question I never wanted to hear–why did you keep her photo?
And Nied.
Not because I’m a coward. Not because I’m cold.
But because I didn’t want what we have to end.
That was the f*****g truth.
That’s the part I didn’t say.
I didn’t tell her my wife was still alive that Camilla lost her mind because of her drinking and drug habit.
I didn’t tell Lyra that I sent Camilla to rehab not because I loved her, but because she was a menace and nearly killed our daughter because of her addiction.
But more than anything–I didn’t tell her because Lyra is young. Too young. Just eighteen. Too f*****g dangerous.
She feels everything with her whole body, her whole mouth, her whole soul.
And she could make one stupid decision in a moment of panic that would tear this whole f****d–up thing apart. Walk away. Shut down. Decide she’s better off. Decide I’m just like every other goddamn man that’s ever taken too much from her.
I couldn’t risk that. I can’t risk that.
Because I need her.
God help me, I need her.
Not just her lips. Not just her body. Not just the way she arches her back when I grip her throat and slam inside her like I’m trying to erase her past.
I need the way she cries when she comes. The way she pants and claws and begs like she was born to be on my c**k. I need the sound of her voice–filthy, cracked, unraveling–as she whispers “Daddy” like it’s not just a kink but a f*****g claim.
I can still feel her.
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My c**k is still hard. Still throbbing. Still twitching from the way she milked me dry.
Her p***y is the tightest f*****g thing I’ve ever felt. Not just tight–it’s alive. It’s f*****g aware. It clenches
when I curse.
Pulses when I growl. Squeezes when I slap her ass and spit in her mouth and tell her she was made to be ruined by me. She responds to me like her body knows me. Like it’s not just s*x–it’s submission. Worship.
Madness.
I can still feel her cunt swallowing me, still dripping down my balls, still warm and slick from the way she came three times in one goddamn session.
I still see her face–mouth open, eyes rolled back, drool on her chin from how hard she moaned when I told her she wasn’t a replacement, but something worse. Something more. Louder. Filthier. Mine.
The silk shirt she was wearing is still in the corner. Soaked. See–through. Her n*****s were so hard when I touched her, they could’ve cut glass. Her thighs shook.
Her stomach quivered. Her legs opened for me like they belonged that way. And when I slammed into her from behind, bent her over the chair like she was a f*****g ragdoll, she screamed like I’d just saved her from
drowning.
She calls me Daddy like she knows it makes me weak.
She smiles while I f**k her like I’m going to hell and she’s riding me there.
God, I love her mouth. Her mouth that never shuts up, that talks while she rides me, that keeps talking even when she’s crying from overstimulation and saying she’s going to die on my c**k. I love the way she whispers “I’m yours” when I knot her down, when I grip her by the waist and slam her so deep her voice breaks.
I love everything about her.
And I hate it.
Because it means I’m falling for her.
Not just her body.
Her.
Her chaos. Her wildness. The way she doesn’t apologize for anything she feels. The way she cries and laughs and begs and curses all in the same breath. The way she looks at me like I’m the first man who’s ever seen
her.
And I don’t want it to stop.
I don’t want her to wake up one day and decide she regrets me. I don’t want her to take back the way she moaned “f**k, Daddy, it’s too big, it’s too much, I’m gonna break” while I told her to shut up and take every inch. I don’t want her to stop throwing that filthy little smirk at me when she’s still leaking down her thighs
and asking if I’m going to fill her again.
So I lied.
I f*****g lied.
I told her Camilla was dead,
And now I can’t breathe.
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My lungs feel like they’re made of glass, every inhale dragging across the inside of my ribs like broken shards. My grip on the sink tightens until it creaks beneath my palm.
What the f**k is wrong with me?
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I am standing here, in this bathroom, trying to pretend I’m still the kind of man who knows how to handle the consequences of his own decisions. But the truth is–I don’t. Not anymore. Not when it comes to her.
Not when it comes to Lyra.
But honestly I told myself I was just using her. That this was temporary. That it was physical. Nothing more.
But that’s a lie too.
Because it’s not just her body I want. It’s not just the way her p***y clenches around me like she was built to trap me inside. It’s not just the way she looks when she comes–mouth open, eyes wild, hands gripping me like I’m the only solid thing she’s ever had to hold on to.
It’s her entirely.
I ran both hands through my hair, dragging my fingers down my face with a growl that got stuck somewhere in my throat.
f**k.
Am I getting obsessed with her?
Is that what this is?
Because I feel it. That pull. That need. That sick, addictive spiral that’s dragging me deeper every time I hear her say Daddy in that desperate, f****d–out voice.
God, what is she doing to me?
I’ve been with women. Dozens. Maybe more. I’ve f****d harder. I’ve f****d longer. But no one has ever gotten inside my head the way she has. No one’s ever made me feel like this. Like I’d tear down the world just to have five more minutes with her legs wrapped around my waist.
I should be in control.
I’m older. Wiser. I’ve buried men, built empires, destroyed entire lives with a single decision. I’ve tasted blood and power and silence. I’ve been called ruthless. Dangerous. Unforgiving.
But here I am, losing my breath over an eighteen–year–old girl who won’t stop talking, who won’t stop smiling, who won’t stop letting me f**k the softness out of her until she forgets her own name.
What the hell am I becoming?
Am I falling for her?
God, no. That can’t be it.
I’m too smart for that. Too f*****g old. I know better. I’ve already done the love thing before.
But this isn’t love.
This is something else.
It’s worse.
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And maybe I’ll break her.
Maybe I’m the villain in her story.
But I don’t care.
Because I can’t stop.
I don’t want to stop.
I want her again. Right now. I want to walk out of this bathroom, grab her by the throat, slarn her against the
wall, and f**k her hard.
I want to keep lying. Just to hold on to this a little longer.
I want to keep pretending she doesn’t deserve better.
I want to keep pretending I can let her go.
But deep down, I know I can’t..
Because I’m not just obsessed with her.
I’m f*****g drowning in her.
And as that realization settled into my chest like poison, my phone vibrated.
“Hello?” I said, already knowing. Already dreading.
And then I heard her voice.
“Hey there, my dear husband. You heard the news–I’m out of the rehab you sent me to.”
My entire body went still.
It was like someone had poured ice water into my spine and twisted the world sideways.
Camilla.
f**k.
f**k, f**k, f**k, f**k.
My lips parted, but no words came out. I could feel my heart pounding behind my ribs like it was trying to break out. My skin went hot. My fists clenched around the phone as I forced air into my lungs.
I stepped slowly away from the sink, lowering my voice, dragging the door closed with the toe of my shoe so Lyra wouldn’t hear.
“Camilla,” I said, voice taut, barely above a whisper. “Where are you?”
“I’m currently in a hotel,” she said softly. “But I’ll book a flight down there tomorrow. I can’t wait to see you, Damon. I’ve missed you. So much.”
f*****g lunatic.
I ran a hand over my face, dragging it hard, letting the burn of my own skin remind me to stay grounded, to stay calm, to stay sane. But nothing felt sane anymore. Not this call. Not this day. Not what I just did to Lyra’s body over that f*****g chair like she was my last salvation.
“No, Camilla,” I snapped, voice hardening as I stepped away from the mirror and paced across the tiled floor.
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We are divorced. Remember? Because of your addiction. Because of your lies. Because I couldn’t keep saving a woman who didn’t want to be saved.”
Silence again.
Then her voice cracked. Soft. Slippery. Too calm to trust.
“But… I’m clean now, Damon,” she whispered. “I promise. I swear it. No pills. No outbursts. The doctors said! made progress. You should’ve seen me at group-”
“I’m not a f*****g fool, Camilla.”
My voice cut clean through hers.
“I don’t care if you’re clean or not. I don’t care what the doctors said. I honestly don’t want you near me. I don’t want your voice in my house. I don’t want your things here. I don’t want your memories creeping down my hallways again like ghosts. You don’t belong here anymore.”
There was a sharp inhale on the other end of the line. The kind that sounded like someone getting ready to scream–or sob. I braced myself, but it wasn’t tears that came next.
It was venom.
“Why are you talking like this?” she spat. “What happened to you, Damon? You were never cruel. You used to love me. You used to fight for me.”
“That was before I had to carry your overdose–ridden body into an ER three f*****g times,” I growled. “Before I had to lock my pills in a safe because you couldn’t be trusted around anything stronger than ibuprofen. Before I watched you sit in your own filth for days because you were too high to stand. That was the woman l married. And I buried her years ago.”
She didn’t reply.
And then her voice dropped–low, trembling with rage and desperation.
“You’re f*****g someone, aren’t you?” she hissed. “That’s what this is about. You’ve got some young little slut warming your bed while I rot in rehab. Is that it, Damon? Is that why your voice is shaking like you’ve still got someone’s p***y on your c**k?”
f**k.
My stomach twisted.
Royalty Writes
Hey there my amazing readers. I know I am late with update. Im sorry okay. My monthly flow started so it has been hell. But I’m okay. Thank you all for your support and votes. I am really greatful.
