Chapter 48
Dawson
Ashlynn went into the bedroom, put on some panties and a t–shirt and climbed into bed. I picked up my discarded sweat pants, and just left my shirt. I usually sleep naked but I’d spare her that for now. I climbed in next to her and immediately pulled her into my arms. I turned to the bedside lamp and turned it off, and we were bathed in darkness while our eyes adjusted. There was a little moon light coming in through the open door, as it peaked through the big bay window in her living room.
Ashlynn was tracing one finger on my bare chest, and the mere contact of that was making me shiver. It’s insane how we couldn’t even touch one another with me totally getting turned on. I felt Ashlynn take a deep breath, snuggling closer to me, her hand now still.
“It was when I was in college. It was my sophomore year. I was dating this guy who was the veterinarian program too. At first it was pretty innocent. We’d study together, see movies, catch dinner, stuff like that. After awhile, he told me he wanted to get serious. I wasn’t sure that’s what I wanted. He was human and I knew it wouldn’t work long term. I mean I guess it could, some wolves mate with humans. I was never going to do that. Anyway, we were together for almost a year. He kept pressuring me to have sex with him. I was under a lot of stress with stuff at home. I was always worrying about my Mom, coming home to find her beaten, stuff in the house broken, or sobbing in her room because she could feel my father having sex with other women. I thought if I gave in to him, I’d feel better, one less thing to be stressed out over. So, we did it. Once. It was over almost as soon as it began. I remember it hurt, and when I asked him to give me a second, he just looked at me and said “You can’t back out now, I already took your virginity, so we are gonna do this“, and I’d say he lasted ten seconds at best. A couple of pumps and grunts and he was done.” I felt Ashlynn shrug. “It was not pleasurable for me and I resented him for not taking his time or even trying to make me feel good about it. I was so sexually frustrated and sad all at the same time. He got up and went to watch tv, leaving me there lying in his bed. I was to confused to move. After he came back in the room to go to sleep, he kissed me on the forehead and then mumbled something about it being a great fuck. After he fell asleep, I got up and went home. He tried to talk to me at school the next day, but I wouldn’t listen.” I heard a little hitch in her voice, then I felt wetness on my chest. I looked down and Ashlynn had tears rolling down her face. I reached up my hand and wiped away her tears and pulled her closer.
“I’m so sorry that happened to you Ashlynn. You deserve better. I would never hurt you like that. I promise we will do this at your pace. I kissed the top of her head, breathing in her scent.
Ashlynn pushed up onto her elbow, looking me in the eyes. “I trust you Dawson. If I didn’t, none of this would have happened. My first time with you will truly be my first time, because I know you will make love to me.” Her gentle smile and her total trust in me had my heart feeling full.
I cupped her face with my hand, “Ashlynn, will you let me make you feel good? I want you to know that this can be so much more? We won’t mate yet, but let me touch you.” Her eyes went wide as saucers, but she shook her head yes. That was all I needed. I reached and pulled her shirt over her head and tossed it on the floor.
I moved my body, so I was half over her. I kissed her gently, while my hand roamed down her body, cupping her breast in my hand, massaging it, and then rolling her nipple between my fingers. She moaned into my mouth as I continued to kiss her and moved my hand to her other breast, teasing her nipple with my fingers. I trailed my hand down her abdomen and ever so slowly I cupped her sex. I moved her panties to the side and I took one finger and rubbed it on the outside of her wet folds, then found that little bundle of nerves and rubbed over it. Ashlynn arched her back and I knew I had found her sweet spot.
I released Ashlynn’s lips and moved my head down to her breast, kissing each spot until I reached her nipple. I took it in my mouth and sucked on it, the whole time my finger was sliding in and out of her, toying with her clit. She was turning into a moaning mess, and I was loving that I was doing this to her. Me, not some useless college frat boy. She was mine and I was hers, and this was forever.
I released her nipple and moved myself between her legs, keeping that one finger working her, her wetness running down my hand. I stopped only long enough to tug off her panties. I spread her legs further with my free hand and kissed her thigh, first one then the other. I Positioned myself to take her with my mouth and her eyes/snapped open, I made eye contact with her so she would know she was safe, and then I licked her, one long lick from bottom to top, lapping up her sweet juices.
“Oh gosh,” she whispered, her back arched and I pushed her back down and put my mouth on her core, sucking and licking, as she writhed under me. My finger was still moving in and out of her and her moans were becoming a pant. I latched on to her and sucked her clit like my life depended on it. She arched her back, her thighs shaking, and I felt her pussy tighten around my finger as she found her release. I lapped up her juices and gave her one last little suckle, as she shivered under my lips.
“That was amazing,‘ she whispered. I moved so I was laying next to her, and pulled her tight against my chest. She was asleep within seconds. I smiled into her hair and kissed her temple.
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“Good night my beautiful mate,” I whispered, holding her close to me as I drifted off to sleep.
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